to the family of Samantha Evink and Amanda Garner / Nicole Dement I'm sorry for the pain I caused and I know you will never be able to forgive me.. I'm sorry it took me so long to say all of this.. I hope that in time your hearts will mend, not to forgive me, but for the closure you've been seeking.. My prayers are with your family.
Missing you so much today / Sami's Grandma Read >>
Missing you so much today / Sami's Grandma
I miss you so much today... not that I don't always feel that empty spot in my heart that is held just for you but today ...it seems more empty than ever.
Grandma loves being with all my friends and family here on earth but when the time comes I hope none of them mourn for me as I will be so happy to be with you again. It has been far too long since I have seen your smile and felt your warm breath upon my neck as I held you close.
my thoughts / Tansy F. (cousin)
Last week your sister spend the night and I told her stories from when she was a baby and she would come to my house and cry till she would sit by you and watch the movie...I can still see the two of you cuddled up watching Nemo!! Then I saying the A told B and B told C that was you and your mommy's fav and I can still hear her sing it and you signing to it!! I love looking back through my memories of you then when I look to today and try to imagtion what you would be like at almost 10 I feel the tears!! I can remember you like it was yesterday you were here then I think of all the time that has past and know that you would be the best young lady at this time I love you!! Oh and our song Samantha Meibe Samantha Meibe wont you be my baby!! I would sing this to you all the time and you would just stop and look at me with the biggest smile!! now you would more then like turn red and say stop it!! Miss you sweetie!! Close
It has been far to long since I held you close, smelled your wonderful smell and heard your cheerful giggles. I remember just how you felt when we hugged and you snuggled close.
I miss you and think of you daily. I know that you are ok and that you are still with me... I just miss you!
I am the luckiest grandma alive as I got to be your and Ali's grandma. You taught me so much about life and Ali taught me so much about how to live again.
God bless you my sweet angel. I love you always Grandma
You poke me in the funniest of ways sometimes. Yet it always brings me comfort. For anyone reading this that wants to know what I am talking aobut I will explain.
My brother was recently diagnosed with leukemia. I have been very worried about him. I also belong to a forum where some great friends of mine are keeping Dewey and his family in their prayers. Monday morning after hearing the lastest update over the weekend I posted an update on the forum. Just as I hit submit, Sami's song started to play. I call it Sami's song as it is the one that plays here when you come to this site.
After I got my bearings about me, I hollered up my friend, T on Yahoo. Showed her a screen print of what applications were running. All grandma had open was PNP (the forum I visit) Yahoo and my email. None of which would auto start your song.
Sami, your pokes are so special to me. I love you and I don't need a reminder to remember you but it is such a special feeling when I get the little reminders that you are still with me and still love me too.
God Bless you little one. I love you so much. Grandma
Happy Birthday, my Sweet Little Sami! I miss you so much. What an exciting day this day held for me 8 years ago. I became a grandma for the first time. I couldn't have dreamed the joy that brought into my life. I loved holding you and thinking about what the future held for both of us.
In the short time I was allowed to share your life, I learned so much from you. Everything from strength and courage to love and devotion all rolled up into a tiny little, giggling package.
I will never not miss you, I will never not love you. Not one day has passed that I do not think of you. Not one day will pass that I will not remember.
I love you as much as I ever did and hold your memories close Love you lots Grandma ~D~
I wonder at times if I will have a day go by that I do not think of you. I miss you so much. Sometimes I shed a tear, other times I smile as your memory tugs at my heart strings.
I miss your giggle, I miss your smile, I miss you....
Today is the 4th of July. We are going to see your daddy and Ali. We are going to wish you were there too and your mommy. It has been so long since we got to hold you and play with you.
I miss seeing you play in the backyard, I miss the way you would squeal with delight. I miss you....
I wish I had held you closer and told once more how much I loved you the last time you were at my house. I wish I had kept you to play that fateful day. I wish for lots of things but I am so thankful that you were a part of my life even if it was for such a short time.
The pain is not as intense but the loss is no less. I miss you and your mommy so much. I still think of you every day and wonder what you would be like now. I know I would be so proud of all of your accomplishments.
You are my first grandchild and you are so very special to me. I can still remember what it was like to hold you close and smell your beautiful hair and daydream about your future.
I will see you again and I will hold you and tell you how much I love and missed you. I Love You Sami!
Merry Christmas my little Angel / Grandma
Oh Sami, another Christmas without you. I remember so well how you loved to rearrange all the ornaments. I decided it was easier to just put the unbreakable ones down low than to try to keep you away from the tree. You were entertained for hours.
This day... we celebrated your successful kidney transplant. I will never forget you standing at the end of your crib watching Monsters Inc. while mommy slept on the sofa in your room. You were a much better patient than daddy by the way :)
This day... we mourned the death of you and your mommy. I have never felt such a loss. I felt like my whole world was pulled out from underneath me. I knew I would never be whole again.
I miss you each and every day. I have not had one day go by that I didn't think of you. And I prayed... I prayed that I would learn to live with this terrible tragedy.
Many times now when I think of you I smile... you always brought a smile to my face. I remember Sami, I remember your touch, your smile and the smell of your hair. I cry for you and I cry for me. And I thank God for letting me be a part of your life for three years and for you touching a part of me that I never knew existed.
Hi/ Ali J. (Sister)
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God Bless The Family / Leslie (None)
To the family of Samantha and Amanda,
I just wanted to say how sorry i am for your loss. What a beautiful little girl samantha was. Amanda & Samantha are now beautiful angels flying all around. They will be with you and guild you. I will be praying for you and your family. May god bless you all. Please feel free to visit my site.
I want to tell you.... / Grandma To My Precious Angel Read >>
I want to tell you.... / Grandma To My Precious Angel
School has started... you would be in the second grade already! I am sure you would have loved school as much as your mommy and daddy did
There is so much I always want to say to you and than I always think she already knows all that grandma. I want to tell you how much I miss your laugh and your wonderful smile. I want to tell you how much I wish I could hug you and hold your hand. I want to tell you how much I wish I could have taken you school shopping and bought you the little extra things grandma's buy that mommy's and daddy's don't. I want to tell you how you were when you were younger and I want to tell you how things were when I was young. I want to ride horse with you and listen to you giggle when you are trotting beside me. I want to tell you that you are so special and that I have always been so proud of you. I want to tell you how much I love you and how much I wish you were still here with me....
I want to tell you that when I see you again I will give you the biggest hug and kiss ever.... and please don't be in a hurry to squirm away from me... I have already missed you for way to long.
Hi Mantha / Ali J. (sister)
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Happy Birthday Sami / Grandma
Happy Birthday my little Angel. Where have the years gone? You would have been 7 today and starting the second grade already. My goodness... it seems like just yesterday I was visiting you for the first time, holding you and looking at you with such pride.
I loved being your grandma and I couldn't have asked for a better first grandchild. You made it so easy to give up my own youth and take on the privilege of being called grandma.
Today I will be spending the day with your daddy, little sister Ali and daddy's new girlfriend Kaylah. Daddy just starting dating about 3 weeks ago. I finally got to meet Kaylah and she is very nice. Ali J likes her as does your Aunt Mady. We are going to spend the day at a local state park with the horses. Grandma just got horses again before you went to heaven. I never got you out there to see them and take you for a ride. I feel bad about all the things we never did. I rejoice in all the things we did do.
I love you so much my oldest grandchild. I think of you everyday, I suppose I always will. Most of the time anymore I can think of you without tears though there is always the tug at my heart that reminds me of how very much I have lost and how much I will always miss you.
On this day when we should be celebrating your birthday with you and mommy, I will watch you blow out your candles in my dreams and hold you close in my thoughts.
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